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Get Out Of My Head

by Neanderthal

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A track about depression and how I failed to deal with it properly.

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I’m too embarrassed to tell myself
Might need help from somebody else
Suppress all of my negative thoughts
Hide that anything is going wrong

But I’m fucked up and I know it
Wake up and feel hopeless
Deny that anything is broken
I get good days sometimes, swear to god

It’s not like i can’t function
but the thought of death is seductive
it’s not real, get out of my head
if I’m broken, what do I have left?

~instrumental~
it’s not real, get out of my head
if I’m broken, what do I have left?

Never felt this lost before
(haven’t felt good for a while)
These roads have signs but i don’t know what I’m looking for
(haven’t felt good for a while)
Watch me sink to ocean floor
(haven’t felt good for a while)
I got lead in my head, can’t float anymore
(haven’t felt good for a while)

Don’t know if I have any friends left
Don’t have the energy to tend to them
If it’s hard enough to leave my bed
How could I care about anyone else?

(haven’t felt good for a while)
used to be scared to die
now I’m terrified
of my own life

it’s not real, get out of my head
if I’m broken, what do I have left?

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released March 26, 2020

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