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A track about depression and how I failed to deal with it properly.
lyrics
I’m too embarrassed to tell myself
Might need help from somebody else
Suppress all of my negative thoughts
Hide that anything is going wrong
But I’m fucked up and I know it
Wake up and feel hopeless
Deny that anything is broken
I get good days sometimes, swear to god
It’s not like i can’t function
but the thought of death is seductive
it’s not real, get out of my head
if I’m broken, what do I have left?
~instrumental~
it’s not real, get out of my head
if I’m broken, what do I have left?
Never felt this lost before
(haven’t felt good for a while)
These roads have signs but i don’t know what I’m looking for
(haven’t felt good for a while)
Watch me sink to ocean floor
(haven’t felt good for a while)
I got lead in my head, can’t float anymore
(haven’t felt good for a while)
Don’t know if I have any friends left
Don’t have the energy to tend to them
If it’s hard enough to leave my bed
How could I care about anyone else?
(haven’t felt good for a while)
used to be scared to die
now I’m terrified
of my own life
it’s not real, get out of my head
if I’m broken, what do I have left?
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